Again

So today was supposed to be the day that I announced to everyone on my blog family that I am two months pregnant. Instead, after my doctor appointment yesterday, I am sad to say I am going to have another miscarriage.

David and I are in shock as we thought this time things were going to go right. But unfortunately this pregnancy has suffered the same fate as the last. The baby just wasn't growing properly and didn't make it. Obviously we are very upset, but will not give up hope. While some people prefer to keep things like this private, I feel it's better for me to be open and talk about it. I'd be kidding myself if I didn't admit that I'm nervous now about how things will go in the future. But we are staying optimistic and will keep trying.

So tomorrow is my D&C, again, to have it removed and then the healing begins. Obviously I'm not looking forward to it. I hope to get out of there as soon as possible.

The doctor suggested going for genetic testing/in-vitro but I think I would really like to try again naturally and hope for the best. If things don't go our way the third time around, then maybe we will look into other options.