Still here

So only minor changes at the Dr yesterday. Softening, but not dialating/effacing. At least there is some progress. But I'm coming to terms with the fact that labor will probably not start on it's own before Friday night. And I guess that's ok. I just wanted my labor to be more on my terms than the hosptials, but you can never plan how things will go in life exactly.

Still, we walked another four miles last night. But I'm getting tired of the walking and the trying to get labor to start. I'm starting to get exhausted from it all and I think I will just relax now and let things happen. But I must admit is has been nice spending the evenings walking with David, just the two of us for the last time ever. I love him so much and am so very lucky to have him by my side.

I'm getting nervous. So nervous that I am tending to focus more on the pain and the fear of the induction than the prize that we will be rewarded with in the end, our baby. I'm trying to relax and focus on the prize but it's difficult as my fears take over.

I'm sure all will be ok in the end.

Here is probably the last belly shot before Baby Monkey comes out. We took it last night in Central Park.